Hello to those who actually read these things! I haven't come on in a while, but it's not because I've forgotten my password, it's because I'm just plain lazy... tsk tsk...



Oh, and by the way everyone, I got accepted at UNSW!! Sucks to Business forever!!

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I'm going to do Arts and Science at UNSW next year-not semester 2 as originally planned, or else I would've had to go to summer school to catch up - and now I have a huge holiday, half a year pretty much...



Me and the boy are going fine, he got a new blackberry phone so he goes on msn on it too, which kind of annoys me, because his blackberry sends messages slower on msn than on the actual internet, so if I send one message he probably won't get it until after he sends his message to me, then I'd end up replying to him later to something he asked me before and he'd think I answered to something he asked now then he'd be confused and ask me again and then- oh nevermind...

:-P

Something EXTRAORDINARY happenned to me on Monday... I never knew I'd do it, but I did. I popped a pill. No, not the contraceptive type, nor the medicinal type- the bad type. Yes, I know, it's very bad for me, and no, I'm not trying to convince you that drugs are good, because I am well aware that drugs are bad *South Park* lol... But, in two words; WOW & WOAH....

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My pupils were huge, hence that little illustration above lol. What amazes me is how sudden it hits. I had only half of one, and it didn't take effect until half an hour after I took it. I was siting on the tray of my friend's ute eating pizza and talking to the boy, and just after taking another bite of pizza, and looking over at the park where a soccer team were training- BAM! The effect hit me. It's hard to explain, but imagine yourself spinning around a few times- you know that feeling you get where you feel light-headed, but also sick from the churning of your stomach? Well, that light-headed feeling, without the bad side-effects. I was spinning, and I was happy. I had never felt so free in my life. I could move like I'd never moved before. It was sheer freedom. I danced and spun and moved, without ever tripping over once-I would've done so when I was sober- and for once, I didn't care. My first taste of freedom...



But with any drug, there are side-effects, and stupid things that stupid people do when on drugs. I was apparently quoting Shakespeare, and talking about how expensive travel was these days; I could talk and talk and talk to anyone and anything (the wall lol) and my friends could just pop in and out of the conversation. I remember that I had an extremely big urge to walk out onto the street and follow the street lights- man were they bright... I picked a bouquet out of anything green that didn't look like grass- green is such a nice colour isn't it?



Oh, and another thing about that pill- it makes you so bloody horny...

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Lol, I hope you enjoyed my little journal entry this time, and cheerio my friends-stay well, be well, and 'drugs are bad'... hehehe
Sonia.
PS: You know that movie 'The Combination'? The one about the tension between Aussies and Lebanese people? Watch it, it is very good. I especially like the ending- irony at its best, and one hell of an epiphany for me... Toodles!